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First, instead of focusing on what I did not have, I focused on what I did have. My furniture, clothes, ?aid=100540&pid=1&c=a&pr=1 equipment, CD’s, books and other miscellaneous possessions were gone, but, my health, friends, family and career were still 0 All the material items could be replaced with ease and I could rebuild my life in that aspect.

Second, my career has always been a wonderful adventure through the culinary world. I have had the privilege and honor of Xxxmiavids for presidents, vice presidents, members of congress, movie stars and, best of all, my friends and family. These last two were, and still are, my favorite. No pressure involved (or secret service agents lurking about) and wine can be consumed during the cooking. Drinking is frowned upon while at work for a good reason. I tell people all the time that my office is stainless steel with 500 degree ovens, open flames and many sharp knives, so it is best to be cautious at all times. I have also worked and am currently working at some of the most prestigious hotels and resorts in America. I am truly blessed to have this and thank God everyday for my skills. I am not an artist; I am simple kid who was given a talent and chose to follow a path to success.

Third and what I believe to be the most important, friends and family. My soon-to-be-ex-wife comes from (for lack of a better term) a dysfunctional family. All families are dysfunctional to an extent and suffer some oddities, but not at this level. Her family is cold and void of emotion. Detached is the best word I can use. Mine, though accused of being dysfunctional (among other things), and has always provided a safe haven.

Through thick and thin or good and bad, a non-wavering strength was always the cornerstone; built of honesty, integrity, truth and, most important, unconditional love.

As for friends, this one of life’s greatest treasures. I have only two that I consider to be my best. One has been with me since the beginning Creampie one years to be exact) and the other for over twenty five now. No matter my success or failure, the relationship dynamic never changed, I was and always will be the same to them. They see me as I see myself, a real genuine person and nothing more. Careers and money don’t make you, character does.

The friends I have and currently do work with deserve more accolades than one man can bestow. If it were not for their support, guidance, love, prayers and many late night bar sessions, I would be living in an eternal state of misery. You have to understand a thing about chefs, we are not normal. To put it as simply as I can, we work so you can play. The long hours (sometimes twelve to fourteen a day), weekends and holidays, birthdays, everyday, we are together; this is our life. We are anal retentive, obsessive/ compulsive, passionate, opinionated, sarcastic and even cult like in our ways. This is a description that I love to hear. To me, there is no other life or people I would rather be with. Seeing them is like having a warm blanket on a chilly night.

With all that has been said and written here, the pain of this divorce is slowly subsiding. I am regaining my emotional strength and carrying on. Through the continual support of my friends and family and my belief that God will always help me, I will be fine.

I hope this helps somebody else as much as it has helped me too write it. As I have said before in previous articles; time does heal all wounds and although a scar remains, it will soon fade away as will the hurt.

Now, if you will you excuse me, the pasta is ready and I have to open the Merlot. It is time to enjoy another wonderful meal with friends. Salute to life.

I am a professional chef who enjoys writing about the humor in everyday life.